I feel as if my chest is going to rip open at any moment
Each time I have a good day, I am punished with a horrible day
This morning started out fine, I felt alright
This afternoon all I want to do is curl up in a ball and cry
I barely made it to my car on my lunch before I had a complete breakdown
When people complain about petty things I feel angry
I need to remind myself that their lives haven't been turned upside down
People should be more grateful for the things they have, myself included
Sometimes I feel weird doing normal things
How is it that I am eating ice cream when my babies are dead
Why are people laughing when there are dead babies
I don't know how to go back to "normal"
I do not know what normal is anymore
Now we are adjusting to a new normal and it is too damn hard
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